I know some times i am not that intelligent and all my friends loves to tease me!!! I am dumb sometimes and will say wrong things!!! this is because i am absent minded and did not listen carefully!!! Everyday busy with many stuffs and not getting enough sleep!!! Brain blank and dun feel like talking too much too!!
I feel that my heart is somehow cold toward certain kind of people... I need someone to understand me!!! And is not just hold on to me and ignore me!!! No matter what i feel this world is very harsh sometime and that is life!!! I hate it!!! But since after yu zhong had come, my heart feel comfortable with the care he provided... He is a good brother and i feel that because of that, ming hao brother may not be very happy and is like seldom talk to me le!!! No choice, i cannot go perform with him and is more fated to perform with yu zhong!!!
He wants me to learn well and he sometimes give me encourages!!! I am very happy that day i look gorgeous than previous... He think i can make it and would want to invite me to perform with him next year with the whole taiwan troupe. Just only say dunno whether is true ma?? I wish that my dream can come true and become more well known of my specialties.
Hope that henry brother can faster come and teaches me as well!!! hahas!!! he is a good brother too!!!
Finally presentation is finish and hope will pass!!! wear so formal!!! After presentation, go home change clothes!!!
Yesterday the whole night no much sleep due to go out celebrate with mag they all. Although was happy and fun but i spend a lot!!! Need to earn back the money!!! And dun be too spendy next time!!! i want to go Taiwan again next next holiday! I eat a lot too and drink alcoholic drinks!!! Go Japanese restaurants (MaMasen, Bars and K box)!!!! wow!!! Have a long walk, i think walk around the whole Singapore raffles place areas!!!
Look at my formal wear!!!
