Holidays going to end soon... I am looking forward to the new class but don't know whether new class mates good or bad... Worry...Tis few weeks, i had been busy for my own stuffs and keep on going out with friends... I been so lucky to know a bunch of taiwanese... N learn skills from them... Joining them to enjoy funs... Yesterday, i went for sweety's autography with luo yi in the morning... We get to know a lot of new friends while waiting to see qiao qiao... We talk and shares our discussion...I was so happy yesterday that i get to know one small brother who is so humorous and keep on making laugh... He is like a younger brother of me and can feel that we are like siblings.. But too bad that i forget to get his contact numbers... And we two had lost contacts since after the sweety's autography... Got one guy call dennis... Luo yi got mention to him that i am good, like some sort of wanting to promote me and wishing that i can be with him... I appreciate her for helping me but i did not have much interest of taling relationship since after alot of things happened... I have no courages and preparations to accept... I dunno why but i just feel my hurts not yet heals totally... When i was trying to forget of my pains, i always realised Luo yi tried to dig out my pains and mentions me about the unhappiness stuffs... I have been working very hard to let those pains recover... Trying to open my heart to accept someone who likes me and loves me... But now, still not the right time.... I dunno who is the one who can help me and stop my heart bleeding... For now, i just want to carry on having enjoyments and hope that my friends can bring laughters to me...