This semester going to end soon... I enjoy the day with my E36L class. Sometimes, when i am sad and did not talk, there will be whole banch of friends trying to joke. I am pleased that Mag and xiao han can hear me when i am not feeling good. They all support me when rina come disturb me and shoot me. I really wish that rina will not treat me like this and can behave herself. She is really too much. I know i am mean and harsh.

I become rude when i am frustrated and get irritated. Imagine being nagged at home and dunno y heart suddenly feel so miserable sometimes, there will be chance for me to release my angers when people irritated me.

I often feel sad when there is no one with me to keep me accompany. I will start to think wildly and further. For now, i still miss grandma and the bad days i experienced. The only things i worried is my cousin, wei wei. His family is really pitiful and i also know that he will cry often when he thinks of grandma. He has no one with him to hear his feelings and no one had give him encourages. I tried my best to teach him math when he encountered problems doing it. I talked to him and motivate him to be success one day.

Secondly, i am glad that Sok Feng help me design the beautiful blog template. She always give me inner support and i can feel it. haha.. Hope that wang jing and sok feng and many of my friends can remain contact with me forever. Sorry if i no times to accompany you all. I miss hui Juan and rong xuan too... I miss all my friends and hope that i can meet more truthful friends...

After all, i am trying very best not to be sad and forget the time i cried. Haha... Now, i no cry le and often jokes and teases my friends. They all say i am very cheerful but down in my heart who understand?