Sian... Sok feng n wang jing today no come.. Many days no see them!!! I miss them... Early in the morning, i walk alone to school.... I feel so sick... My heart very sad and pain... No one to speak to n hear to me, dunno y i behave like tat... Yesterday i wait 4 his call n sms.... Tis few days no hear from him... Sms him, he also no reply... I call him the first time, no answering... Second time call him, he reject phone and disconnected the call. means that he hang up... Am i so disturbing and look so irritated to him? Or is he really work until very tired and rest whole day? Is he sick? y no hear from him? My heart is sour... I quite miss him... It have been a long time, i am trying not to have this kind of feeling and try to focus studying... I try to forget the one i admired for six years... I tried very hard and let time passed to wash away the pain... Yet, dun dare to accept or fall in love with others.... Y every time, the one i like will end up nothing? Am i really silly? I feel like crying sometimes... Being rejected for the first time, i feel that i am a fool and act as a crown... I really worried for that guy... Y tis few days no information from you? I think he will never know or pretend not to know? or try to avoid me.... Tonite, i wish he can come meet me... Or sms me.... Tell me how have you been? Fine ma? I miss u.. Bye!!!! Wish that there is someone console me!!!!